by Catherine Sykes

There isn’t a special moment in life when one grows up. It’s not like having a birthday or receiving one’s driver’s license. Growing up is like growing taller; you never quite know when you’re done. This isn’t an article to the ones of you who have never experienced an empty bank account, or have never known the frustration of writing hundreds of job applications for jobs you don’t really want. This is an article for the wild youth who wish that Peter Pan was real, and that money truly did grow on trees.

As a girl there are a few essential clues a long the way that may indicate that your body is in fact maturing. The first one might be growing boobs, something I was desperately waiting for at an age of twelve. I measured my breast area regularly for some sign of indication that something was happening there – an action that would take a couple of more years before results could be seen. There’s also the dreaded period, though this may also be something that in a way is a triumph when it finally arrives and you know there’s nothing wrong with you. Your body was in fact not half a boy without the doctors having discovered it at your birth. Pubic hair will arrive, and razors will be bought because you think that’s what your supposed to need. And finally, you’ll graduate high school and start university, and you’ll start feeling like you’re finally in charge of your own life. You finally find your freedom.

Except that you don’t really. It’s true that you escape a cage that perhaps once was guarded by your parents and governed by school and all the other thing’s that decided your everyday life for you, but only to find that there is a new cage waiting for you on the outside. A cage that most other people that you formally thought were free also are a part of. Society is the guard of this cage. There are norms that you are supposed to conform to, in order to become a person that will fit into society’s cake form. Furthermore, there are student loans that don’t really feel all that real to you, but rather like magic money finding its way into our bank account ever month. You realize that you’ll need a roof over your head, and that this also entails responsibility from your part. You get a job that you try to manage on the side of your studies that you wonder are right for you. You know that you promised yourself to follow your dreams as a child, but you’re still looking for them, and wondering if you already gave them up.

Everything in a way looks white. The future looks so unbearably white that you go to the paint shop to buy paint (luckily it’s the beginning of January and acrylic paint is on sale.) You choose the warmest colours you can think of, like blue and green – but the warm blue that looks like the lighter you bought in Berlin and the green that reminds you of the colour of leaves on a warm summer’s day. Then you start painting, even though you can’t really paint. It’s okay. When we’re little we walk, even though we can’t really walk. Then we cook, even though we can’t really cook. We look at people and use them as guides until we understand that they’re doing the same thing. Society looks like a circle, so you start painting circles in your own colours.

You drop a glass on the floor, but no one tells you to move away so that they can sweep the broken glass up so that you won’t get hurt. You’re on your own, and you know there’s nowhere to grow but up.

By Catherine Sykes

A young aspiring artist has a conversation with her art teacher about whether or not it is possible for a painter to paint a picture without leaving traces of themselves in the painting. The art student’s name is Lena Trydal and a couple of weeks ago she revealed her newest painting “The Woman and The Sausage” to the public. The painting displays a naked young woman sat in a quite vulgar position. The woman in the painting could be Lena, but she claims it is not. When asking Lena why she did not make the picture a self-portrait she admits that she could not. Furthermore that it was hard for her to paint someone else’s face on the woman. In this essay I am going to explore the limits of our subjective view and how it affects what we create in forms of meaningful material, and the ethics of what we create.

thewomanandthesausage

There is a reason why when going to an art museum we pass some art pieces quickly while lingering in front of others. One of the reasons has to do with personal preference based on our subjective experience of the work. Someone, somewhere said that we read ourselves in books – revealing a sort self-absorbed nature the reader has. According to the hermeneutic tradition we are able to understand meaningful material on the basis that we are human. In other words, we are able to understand art because we can understand where the artist is coming from and what the artist is trying to express. This also suggests that some art pieces may appeal to us more than others because we are to a higher degree able to understand, or even relate to the work. This ability enables us to create a sort of subjective measurement of artwork where personal preference is important. The question of why we like what we like is interesting, but will not be elaborated here. The role personal preference plays when creating art will, however, be explored.

Philosopher Ted Honerich suggests that the reason human beings have consciousness is to view ourselves as special, something that can be argued as quite useful when it comes to human beings surviving evolution. Whether or not this is true, it is certainly true that we view ourselves as being special. We are in many ways the protagonists of our own lives. Expressing ourselves as ourselves seems to be a human need. Marguerite Duras, famous for writing autofiction, wrote:

 

“No matter what I say, I will never discover why one writes and how one doesn’t.”

 

Autofiction has no doubt found it’s home amongst post-modernist literature. We have known this genre before thanks to writers like Proust, Thoreau, Descartes, etc. But we haven’t seen it explored in such a variety of forms before. At this point, it needs to be clarified exactly what is meant by autofiction. Autofiction is a form of fictionalized autobiography. It makes sense that elements of reality have become a part of today’s literature when we live in a society of blogs, reality-tv and magazines. The reality-focused media that exists in our society today, may very well have played a role in making autofiction popular. The post-modernistic focus on the individual has at least created room for autofiction, and made it acceptable.
In everyday life, everything we perceive is perceived by us. So writing from the same perspective may in many ways appear to be quite natural. Furthermore, the way we perceive reality might make it hard to paint a picture without revealing the artist behind it. Does there indeed exist a limit to what an author can write about? And in contrast to common belief, does imagination indeed have a limit? Kundera writes in The Unbearable Lightness of Being that he views every character that he creates as an unrealized part of himself. This shows his existentialist nature, but furthermore reveals a truth about fiction. The fact that every text is written also entails that it is written by someone. Scrape away the words and you will find an author – unmasked. The goal of autofiction is in many ways to remove the mask, if only partially, to reveal a face.

Fiction is choice. It is choosing the setting, characters and plot. It is at its very core fine-tuning a sort of universe. After having posed the question about what we can write about, it may be equally important to pose the normative question about what we should or should not write about. So what can’t we write about? What would be unethical? Kant would perhaps say something that undermines the autonomy of another person. It would be Lena Trydal painting someone else’s face on her painting. It is Karl Ove Knausgaard writing about real people without their approval. This is what makes literature more dangerous than journalism. Fiction is to a lesser degree concerned with ethics. At this point we will return to The Woman and the Sausage as this is a very visible example. For Trydal to paint someone else’s face on her painting might undermine the person’s integrity and undermine the person’s autonomy. Biographies and self-portraits try to show something real about a person. Nevertheless, subjective perception always comes short when trying to express an objective truth. How much can we trust our memory and perception to be true? This is an element that is worth considering when discussing ethics because it challenges the truth concept of autobiographies or even autofiction. In other words: We all narrate our own lives with an element of fiction that comes from selective memory and personal preference. This makes it challenging to write or paint other people. Literature always conforms. Duras expressed this well in her book Writing:


“I think what I blame books for, in general, is that they are not free. One can see it in the writing: they are fabricated, organized, regulated; one could say that they conform.”

Literature is the product of consciousness that the author can choose to be a bigger or smaller part of. But the author is nevertheless always there behind the scene or on stage. In this manner of regarding autofiction, autofiction is not really unethical, but unavoidable.

In the film Jindabyne, music becomes a mode of communication that negotiates at the frontiers of language. All throughout the film, we witness a demonstration of how speech becomes impotent in the face of emotional turmoil that follows tragic events such as death or marital problems. But music, of course, is not only a signifier connoting the lack of an appropriate language between characters in the narrative, but also a mode of communication that can stand in for latent and hidden thoughts that would otherwise remain internal in the characters. Music can, in other words, stand in for written thoughts that would otherwise be expressed in a novel or short story. Throughout the film, musical themes resonate and suggest a connection to abstract or visually narrative ambiences, as I shall demonstrate later.

The film recurrently also allude to the notion of “speaking from the grave”. The murder victim (Susan) is a songwriter on her way to a Country Music fair, and is, in a way, “interrupted”. However, the film plays with the notion of how the spirit is in unrest, and travels through the wilderness in search of peace. This is suggested by a musical theme in the form of a female vocal performance that plays when filming in the direction of where the body was found, and when her body is seen. The music is not only used causally, in order to induce emotions in the viewer, but as a part of the film’s narrative structure, using music and images as a way to form and pick up on a recurring theme. An arsenal of around five recurring musical themes are systematically combined with certain images of landscapes, or characters in order to form a sensual, cognitive and emotive link between characters and music. The female vocal theme is used in connection with the body and often images of the surrounding woods, often in times of reflection and woe. Music, therefore, seems to be an appropriate metaphor of emotions, which are often impossible to convey through ordinary language. The vocal themes used systematically in the film can often have a close resemblance to weeping, and is used as a missing link between emotions and language as a tool of expressing “unspeakable” sorrows. One notices in the film, that music is not an additional, disturbing element in scenes of dialogue and action, but stand in, for the most part in scenes of reflection, silence, inaction, etc. As Randall Meyers writes:

“The fact is that in the expressive style film the appearance of music, whether it be little or a lot, is of particular importance since the elements it enhances are subtler, more subjective and subliminal, and less directly connected to a schematic storyline. This makes its effect far more crucial for the overall aesthetic and emotional content of the film. Music in an expressive context has also a stronger influence over the time element of a scene or sequence of scenes, leaving no extra space for unnecessary musical embellishments. That may also account for why it is often used so sparingly, the other reason being its immediacy in arousing emotional responses in the viewer.”[1]

 

It is interesting to note how several tracks of musical themes converge and interplay throughout the film. When arriving with their cars at the fishing site, the camera zooms in on the power lines, as a female voice sings. The power lines are of course a reference both to the electrician that has murdered Susan, but also a reminder of how the earlier town of Jindabyne was flooded in order to provide electricity to a growing populace dependant on modern technologies. These facets of the story are often combined with sound. In the opening scene, for example, there is a “dialogue” between a female singer interrupted by distorted electronic music, as the killer electrician stops her. The use of symbolism such as power lines and other traces of JIndabyne’s history through the narrative of the film is suggestive as it always begs the question of the borders between nature and culture, and how the native population is generally considered to live at some indefinite place between nature and industrial civilization. Musically this is illustrated in the film using human voices on the one side, and electronic musical instruments such as synthesizer on the other. This seems to be a duel between the “natural” improvised vocalization against an overtly industrial force. This is not only a simple antagonism between murderer and victim, but suggests also the antagonism between Western expansionism and native Australians at a societal level, and perhaps on the highest ideological level, an antagonism between industrialism and ecological considerations. These messages would perhaps not be entirely censored without the presence of music enforcing and cooperating with the visual in conveying these themes, but act on an emotional level to enforce some more or less veiled messages. Stefan Wolpe explains that

 

“It is necessary to be clear about the reason why music should accompany (really

accompany) or illustrate a film. The essence of an accompaniment reinforces the

synthesis of the materials; the essence of an illustration reinforces the acoustic markers of the events taking place and their forms of articulation.”[2]

 

Film music should be used in a complimentary fashion, not simply an additive that is latched onto the film’s diegesis. Jindabyne seems to be an example where music and the thematic, symbolic and the purely visual aspects of the film seems to be in harmony, each enforcing each other, without looking forced or artificially injected.

The diegetic music in the final scene seems to provide a closure and reconciliation between the two antagonizing parties in the film. A song written by the victim is performed in her memorial service, immortalizing her in a way. The personal and naïve song, reflecting her identity as any other teenager in a Western culture, is both in style and language, a symbol of the reconciliation and the victim speaking from the grave. The movement from non-verbal vocal to verbal vocal also allows the victim to finally speak, so to speak, during a ritual that is meant to symbolize the freeing of her spirit through the movement of smoke. The ritual scene seems complete and “releasing” as it uses both visual and auditory modes of communication that during the film has been restrained and unspoken only to be released and uttered as a conclusion and reconciliation.

 

[1] Meyers Film Music – Fundamentals of the Language p. 129-130

[2] Wolple, Stefan What is Film Music? in Contemporary Music Review p. 174

Bibliography 

Genette, Gerard Narrative Discourse – An Essay in Method Cornell University Press 1983

Jindabyne Ray Lawrence Roadshow Films 2006

Meyers, Randall Film Music – Fundamentals of the Language Ad Notam Gyldendal 1994

Wolpe, Stefan What is Film Music? in Contemporary Music Review Vol. 27, Nos. 2/3, April/June 2008, pp. 171 – 177 Taylor & Francis Journals 2008

 

By Ida M. Olsen

There are several examples of the autobiographical author, several versions of reality culture, blurred boundaries between what is real and what is imaginary. The fact that we most likely live in a reality culture and crave its art forms was already manifested some time ago by literary critics, perhaps most notably Serge Doubrovsky who coined the term ‘autofiction’ in his book Fils from 1977. This type of autobiographical fiction has always been present, yet disguised, from Montaigne to Robinson Crusoe to Tolstoy’s Levin walking the land with reverberating traces of his creator’s own life. What is real? What is fiction? Why is it even relevant? As Atle Kittang states in ‘Art and Reality’, ‘Fiction is there to serve reality […] the novel is a mirror… [it] observes what is real, but does so in constant movement’ (Kittang 369-370, my translation). Does a boundary exist at all? In this essay, I seek to examine what effect it has upon a fictional text when its author, in my example case Norwegian author Gaute Heivoll, chooses to embed it with his own life story. In doing so I will also allow myself to reflect on the question of why authors desire to write about themselves and what they achieve by doing so. I will not bring into focus whether Heivoll is ethically responsible for his portrayals of other people, although it poses an interesting question.

Gaute Heivoll writes a novel about Gaute Heivoll. The story is set in the same forestry, ash coated small town where Heivoll grew up, the same spatiotemporal universe. But although it is author Heivoll who narrates the story, the perspective shifts back and forth from Heivoll’s present and past, and to the true story of a series of fires caused by an arsonist’s work that took place when Heivoll was a baby. Pausing the arsonist’s story at the most suspense-brimmed moments, Heivoll exploits the tension to tell the story of how he became an author. Our thoughts immediately jump to other perhaps more famous Scandinavian names, Knausgaard, the now world famous attempt at boldly writing one’s own struggle. The trial? The ethical responsibility (naturally, our thoughts around this new fashion immediately jump to indignity rather than reflection and wonder)? Because what happens in the turbulence of questions that follows, when the so-called novels have been put down, after the escape from celebrity magazine covers in kiosks of trafficy streets, putting ones feet up at the end of the day to catch the latest Big Brother episode and concluding it all in a neat status on Facebook or Twitter or perhaps even a blog? Today we show ourselves, whether spotlessly or ironically pathetic, and thus the issue of the self acquires a whole new freshness, realities away from the travel descriptions of the 18th century.

A definition of terms is needed. Not only recent times have introduced contemplators on the distinction between the real and the imaginary in art. French academic Philippe Lejeune introduced a theory on autobiography in his work On Autobiography, expressing already in 1975 a frustration caused by ‘the endless repetition of arguments, the vagueness that surrounds the vocabulary that is used’ (Lejeune 3) on the undefined relations between biography and autobiography, autobiography and the novel. Alongside Lejeune and Doubrovsky and numerous other examples of French criticism, fictionalized autobiography has flourished in France for some time, long before reaching Scandinavia. Like Doubrovsky, I will use the term ‘autofiction’ to characterize Heivoll’s novel in this essay, as I hardly think autobiography could concisely describe a novel in which the primary focus is split between author’s life and a partly fictionalized crime story.  Autofiction, used in this sense as a form of novel which fuses the boundaries between fiction and the author’s life, has primarily one effect, I would argue. When we are confronted by the haze of these boundaries, the complicating rather than clarifying, we are forced to interpret and ask questions in the process of reading. In this way, perhaps autofiction has an even greater effect in engaging the reader than ‘ordinary’ fiction.

Again, Gaute Heivoll writes a novel about Gaute Heivoll. In doing so, he braids in the story of an arsonist roaming his home village in rural southern Norway. Still, the transitions from author’s life to arsonist’s life are smooth for this very reason; they are linked together by the same realm, characters and places they both know, the small town ambience. When thirty years after the last ashes have settled, Heivoll brings the reader along to his gathering of story material, interviews, reminiscence, old documents, news clips. It is almost as if he is terrified of not being believed in his narration of the fire stories. Yes. The effect of the author’s presence has primarily one vital effect – it feeds authenticity to the story. This is a consistent pattern throughout, not only caused by Heivoll’s presence, but also by the inclusion of details that create validity: references to the village song, the World Cup in Argentina, Heivoll’s own christening timed aptly with the last fire, Grandma’s diaries, real people – details that two month old Heivoll can know very little about, but their credibility is still highly contagious. Can it be that fiction is more entertaining this way? When Heivoll clearly establishes the ‘reality’ in his work, does it become more unpredictable and gripping? In my opinion, there can be no doubt that this is the case.

There could be another very simple reason for why Heivoll chooses to write himself into his work. Who do we see when we see ourselves? Heivoll asks, thematising one of the novel’s many issues regarding identity. Regardless of whether one finds Heivoll’s story credible, there is one element that cannot be neglected: the parallel lives of the author and the arsonist – what lead one to become the criminal and the other to become the author writing the story of the criminal? The death of an arsonist and the birth of an authorship. It could have been me, is the thought that seems echo in Heivoll’s writing, almost sentimentally at times – they are both outsiders, clever in school, only-children. The similarities between Heivoll and the arsonist are by no doubt interesting enough to give Heivoll a legitimate reason to write himself into the story. But there is another issue of identity that is being presented, not uncommon in literature. Arne Melberg, in his book on autofiction Selvskrevet, brings up the issue of the self and crises. ‘Most self-portrayals oscillate between the completed position and the uncompleted so that it coordinates with the doubling of the self. The writing self is usually the finished self, while the written self is the unfinished: but the description leads to discoveries, changes, problems of interpretation, adjustments of all preconceptions and all the stories we tell about ourselves’ (Melberg 16, my translation). This is precisely the case with Heivoll, who goes through a crisis, particularly exemplified when lying to his dying father and childishly escaping to Denmark, but also in the process of his increasing desire to become an author. This desire, which culminates in Heivoll’s writing of the novel, eventually establishes his identity and resolves the old one – a confession that allows him to rid himself of the previous, false identity and fully enter the new and actual self: the author Heivoll.

This, I think, justifies him. Heivoll wants to establish his identity as an author. The balance between showing some parts of his life and leaving out others is what allows him to do so. Heivoll’s true being and potential of being is described and enacted in the text. When presented with autofictional texts, there are of course varieties of ways to read the author character. The reading I am basing this essay on presupposes the author’s inseparability with Heivoll, the fictional character, and Heivoll, the narrator – a heteronomous reading. Of course, the novel also opens for an autonomous reading, separating author and fictional character. However, I would argue that such a reading depletes Heivoll’s project of identity. It would eliminate all of his authority as author and extinguish the meaningful relations between Heivoll and Heivoll, fiction and reality. In this way the poststructuralist view, such as Foucault’s rejections of the author’s figure and context in his article ‘What is an author?’ require a complete reversal. The author’s life is here of utmost relevance. When Michel Foucault famously asks ‘what matter who’s speaking?’ (Foucault 1636), it clearly now makes all the difference.

What Heivoll here takes part in through his mixed self-portrayal, cannot be described as anything but a trend that has escalated in modern literature. Autofiction seems to be thriving particularly in Scandinavia, several authors among its literary ranks: Knausgaard and the subsequent turmoil, I have already mentioned, Dag Solstad, Espen Haavardsholm, Tomas Espedal. Are these writers, Heivoll included, merely victims? Seizing opportunities for self-portrayal and the endorphins that portrayal undoubtedly must release (everyone loves to talk about themselves), like photoshopping a Facebook profile picture? As I have shown, the trend overshadows all of society. Fiction has surely never been autonomous of that – it is a reflection, critical, explorational. What are the causes, the roots of self-portrayal in all its general forms? A point to note is that genres such as fantasy and crime also have far more popularity than ever. Reality, however, is unpredictable, real, available, vulnerable. Could it be a response to postmodernism’s identity dissolution and fragmentation of the self? With the death of the author declared long ago by Barthes and Foucault, one might speculate on whether the age of the impersonal has resulted in a nostalgic longing for public author personas. Is autofiction an endeavour to explore the literary institutions that are deeply rooted in us: the work, the author, the reception, then a blurring of those boundaries? In that case, I would argue that Heivoll has demonstrated this exploration masterly in his novel, orchestrating the forces of the characters, the work and the author writing the work to a perfect tumult. Conclusively, I believe that all in all autofiction is merely an attempt at exploring the question we are all intrigued by and which we cannot blame even authors of fiction for asking: who am I?  Or in the case of Heivoll, who was I then, who am I now?

Bibliography
Foucault, Michel. ‘What is an author?’ in The Norton Anthology of Theory and Criticism, ed. Vincent B. Leitch. New York: W.W Norton & Company, 2001. 1622-1636. Print.
Heivoll, Gaute. Before I Burn. London: Atlantic Books, 2013. Print.
Kittang, Atle. ‘Kunsten og det røynlege’/’Art and Reality’. Edda Vol 110(04) (2010): 368-386. Print.
Lejeune, Philippe. On Autobiography. Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press, 1989. Print.
Melberg, Arne. Selvskrevet: Om selvframstilling i litteraturen. Oslo: Spartacus Forlag, 2007. Print.

By Ken Mikkelsen

It is one of the great ironies that philosophers are scrambling to get their vocation considered as science in the eyes of its onlookers.

What can you actually do? Is one of the common questions. Aside from playing with words or pondering obscure riddles, one handed claps and noiseless trees– what does a philosopher do?

On their side, the philosopher appears to insist– no, what I do is important and relevant. It is about truth. It is about metaphysics, about ethics, about right and wrong. And look. I know difficult words and can read difficult texts. Also, I’m a devil at debating definition– meaning, semantics, extensions. These are surely useful skills! I am good at thinking!

Thinking about what? Once out in the real world the philosopher shudders at the thought of real employment. It sure is a good thing Starbucks is finally coming to Oslo, because society surely knows which side of the counter they expect to find students of philosophy.

Even the teachers of Marcus Aurelius, the great Philosopher-King of the Roman empire, tried to warn their wayward student of the dangers of philosophy. A useless trade, one not suited for a man of noble birth, meant for greater things. Of course in his time, philosophy, meant scientist.

The scientists of today get to wear the holy lab coat, the heraldry of the modern seekers of knowledge– a symbol of intellect, success, and progress.

Philosophy is sometimes spoken of as the midwife of the sciences. At one time useful, but today, woefully outdated. Like alchemy, robe and funny hat, is to chemistry, nice clean lab coat. One a measurement of superstition and magic incantations, the other, a useful contribution to the greater pool of human knowledge, a science.

Many great thinkers were philosophers, even if they didn’t explicitly identify with any school of thought. Einstein, Newton and Darwin. But philosophy isn’t what society remember them for.

Many great thinkers identified strongly as philosophers, founding new branches of science and being architects of progress– but studying philosophy with the aim of becoming a famous writer, is like studying music with the hope of becoming a rock star. A long shot indeed.

So whats the point? What can you actually do? Where is your uniform? Why isn’t it a nice clean labcoat?

So I write hyperbolic bullshit. Not every philosopher yearns for a lab coat. Philosophers study meaning and matter, and are uniquely equipped to consider who they are, or failing that, knowing that they don’t know who they are, either which are sources of identity and resolve. Yet this text contains the shadow of a truth.

There is the danger that a student of philosophy becomes an expert at philosophology — an expert at philosophers, but not philosophy as an activity. A philosophologue is a historian with a narrow focus. A philosopher is a problem-crunching-machine. Espresso odd tasting? Increase waterpressure. Button jammed? Reset machine. No clean cups? Collect and clean cups.

I kid. I know nothing of being a barista.

Ken

By Maja Hagen Torjussen

The art of the autobiography is limited whereas it makes a deal with the reader, in terms of promising a true story. Opposite to fiction, the writer of the autobiography can’t explode any genre by consciously adding fiction to the true story.

Autobiographies and memoirs explore how an individual subjectively have lived their lifes or a period of their lives. It’s about telling a true story, and it promises the same thing to the reader in matters of truth-telling as journalism does.

The autobiography faces some difficulties. From Robert Heinlein’s novel Friday:

“The autobiography is usually honest but it is never truthful.”

It is clear that from writing ones own memoir or autobiography the subjectivity is inescapable (so it is in journalism). What the subjective writer does to his or her own experience is to gather what he or she sees to be the applicable and relevant events, impressions and feelings, i.e. to plot the story. He writes the story the way he interprets the scenarios, feelings, and impressions. The writing results in one of billions of potential perspectives. The closest the reader gets to consume the true story from the autobiography, is to read with awareness to the fact that it reveals his perspective. In this sense, the memoir and autobiography can be said to be fiction based on a true story.

But can it? That leads it again into fiction, and a true story can’t be fiction, which is why one needs to settle with defining the autobiography: A subjective perspective to a story of the writer’s life.

If the autobiography is a contradiction to itself, how can the genre be evaluated, in terms of whether it is an art, or it is not? But either if it’s fiction or a true story, they both are a summary of events placed in time, which is the craft of writing. George Orwell wrote in his essay ‘Why I write’:

            “I have not written a novel for seven years, but I hope to write another one fairly soon. It is bound to be a failure, every book is a failure(…)”

Orwell does not pin down exactly what makes each novel a failure. But he enlightens a different perspective to the novel in general. Every novel is a victory, every novel is a failure; it’s big, and at the same time it’s small. And the novel is an outburst from the writer’s disease of expressing himself; the same disease (or privilege) is to be found in painters, screenwriters, musicians, and film-directors and producers. Of course, the drift behind the need to express oneself can also come from becoming famous, making money etc. Orwell writes in his essay:

“Writing a book is a horrible, exhausting struggle, like a long bout of some painful illness. One would never undertake such a thing if one was not driven on by some demon whom one can neither resist nor understand. For all one knows that demon is simply the same instinct that makes a baby squall for attention.”

What demon drove Knausgaard to write his 6 volumes on altogether roughly 3000 pages, he reveals in his essay published for The New York Times Magazine ‘I am someone, Look at me’: 

“A famous scientist, a famous soccer player, a famous rock musician, a famous painter, a famous writer. Famous, famous, famous — that was the only way I could go from being no one to being someone.”

And there you have it, the demon. Orwell reveals in his essay Why I Write the 4, aside from making a living. They are the following: (1) Sheer egoism, (2) Aesthetic enthusiasm, (3) Historical impulse, and (4) Political purpose. Independent from any of these drives; independent from fiction or true stories, the writer evokes an event, a story, and a set of emotions, historical aspects and political aspects. The art is the creative way of approaching what should be expressed, and how to express it. “Good prose is like a window pane.” according to Orwell.

The trouble with the autobiography, opposite to fiction prose, is ethics; the writer evokes reality from his subjective point of view. He or she refers to real characters and real events. As referred to earlier in the essay, the writer of a memoir or an autobiography exposes a story from one perspective among hundreds of others. From Knausgaard’s My Struggle, and when the first one was released in Norway, there were debates on the ethical aspect of publishing his life, especially when it came to revealing the life of a dead person; his dad. Knausgaard wrote his perspective on a man who is incapable of answering to the perspective with his own. Trouble here is ethics versus freedom of speech.

The reader of an autobiography or a memoir has a mission in the same way the writer has. The writer gives the contingent of truthful evoking and writing a story from his point of view. The reader has the responsibility to approach the literature in a critical manner in terms of awareness to this one perspective (in which has been taken from a remembered event, transformed into words, and then again interpreted by the reader). Marcel Proust said: “Remembrance of things past is not necessarily the remembrance of things as they were. An educated reader should have awareness of this.”

When someone writes down their lives, the writer’s experience of a single event can be exaggerated, and maybe very close to their heart, in terms of not reflecting sufficiently enough. In Knausgaard’s first volume of My Struggle, Knausgaard shows minor empathy to his father. The reader must be aware that the writing, and the selected scenarios to the autobiography is Knausgaard’s subjective and emotional approach to the story. It is not very empathic, it is from a son’s point of view, and how he feels and experiences his father’s death; his father who neglected him.

When reading an autobiography one needs awareness and reading skill enough to tolerate and respect the writer’s point of view. However disturbing the writing is, as long as he/she does her/his job, to evoke and communicate a story, which is the main purpose of the autobiography and fiction prose, it’s an art the reader can choose to indulge or not.

The art of fiction is to create characters and scenarios, which aren’t real. The art of the autobiography is to take reality, and turn it into something external in order to understand it (in the same way photography imprisons reality, as Susan Sontag wrote in her essay On Photography). What is important about the autobiography is that it’s representative for contemporary writers, and gives us access straight into their minds. When it comes to the ethical aspect of writing autobiographies, ethics should lose to the label of art. Ethics should also lose to the freedom of speech. The debate on ethics should go on. But the ethics should never constraint what opens a door to a human mind. A rational reader will have understanding to this, regardless whether he likes the novel or not.

From The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, Harry says to Dorian:

“The books that the world calls immoral are the books that show the world its own shame.”

The Memoirist

I have a narcissist in my pen

And it wrote my memoir.

It had to write it, due to my immorality.

The pen is not aware of the fact,

That the past and the future are both as dead as death itself —

Unicorn-like.

All I am

Is now

And until I die, I will remain now, not a second after or before.

The pen was a fool, to think that my memoir

Made me immortal –

For when I am dead, all I will be,

Is a name on the cover of my Marcel Proust

Not my present, nor my life

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